Thursday, April 19, 2012

Dark, darker, darkest

Just in one of those places today....and when I find myself there, sometimes dark music is just the thing to pull me here are two that I have on repeat....

and even better

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

4 days until surgery.....I can get there...I can get there...I can get there....


  1. Sorry you are down today. We all have those days. You are so can do it!!

  2. You can and will get there! Think of all the amazing things to come:) I have faith in you! We all have dark days!

  3. You CAN get there - and you WILL!! I'm only about 7 weeks post-op, so I know exactly how you're feeling - hang in there, and before you know it, you'll have your band and be on your way to awesomeness :)